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rediscovering eden

And I will bring praise
I will bring praise
No weapon forged against me shall remain
I will rejoice
I will declare
God is my victory and He is here

This is my prayer in the harvest
When favour and providence flow
I know I'm filled to be emptied again
The seed I've received I will sow

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izabel
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Wednesday, March 19, 2008

-10:32 PM

ah. It is rather nice to post again. =)

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I'm going on a journey.
I tried to let you know.
It isn't your fault.
And i'm sorry to push you away.
But I need to do this. On my own.
I don't know if it will break me or mould me.
I'm almost positive I'm strong enough.
Almost

It hurts a lot sometimes.
And it feels like you're never there.
I know you do care, really.
It's not obvious sometimes, you know?
And loneliness just engulfs you sometimes.
Oh crap.
This isn't really turning out the way it's supposed to be.

I can't help but remember.
I want to forget.
So very badly.
But i just can't.
It all rushes back when you least expect it.
And i want it all back.
I want my old life back.

I wonder if this is the best.
Is it?
I don't know where was tougher, here or there.
All I'll do is give it up to you, Lord.
Lead the way.

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